Life as we know it.....

Life has changed dramatically since the last time I wrote in here. I am no longer married to Bruce. That is the biggest change. The other changes are that: Aaron moved out in April of this year. Alyssa is married and has an adorable baby! I am now married to David Bassett, and we live in Ogden, UT. I no longer do taxes, but am getting ready to start a new job at the new Home Depot call center, after just finishing a stint with Teleperformance USA Cheesecake Factory. David and I are preparing to celebrate our 3rd Anniversary on January 1, 2013.

And in the face of all of this change, I am still struggling with some things, that I thought would change, one no longer being married to Bruce; two, being married to David Bassett; three, being on meds for the bipolar.

I was very happy with David, in the beginning, but a lot of things have happened that have made me question that decision. I'm wondering now if I have made the best decision, because at times, he can be very self centered, and very controlling. Right now, we are not doing very well, and I wonder how to make things better? Is it possible?

He is sick, and has been sick for awhile, and is angry because I have not been babying him. He says I have been "cold", but I told him I have not. He seems to expect something from me that I am incapable of doing, or something. I don't know if I will ever be happy in marriage, given that I am unable to meet expectations. Especially when they are not shared with me.

Any feed back?